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ASU BEYOND: Freeman Dyson

This past spring I had the great fortune of attending three events of some scientific importance at Arizona State University. The first was an ASU “BEYOND” lecture by world renowned scientist Freeman Dyson. At 87 years of age, he remains a thought leader in the scientific community, and an active professor of physics at Princeton.

Freeman was invited to be the final guest for the 2011/12 BEYOND lecture series, and what an incredible presentation he gave. Despite what most would assume to be too many years past his prime, Freeman is engaging, witty, both brilliant and fluid in his deliver as well as accurate in his information.

He discussed the four sciences to come from the post-WWII technological revolution: computer science, nuclear science, genome studies, and space travel.

Freeman wove a wonderful storyline which tied these four subjects into one narrative, with side notes and personal experiences which were both memorable and engaging.

He told a story of the fun of being in London when Hitler was delivering bombs affixed to the nose of V2 rockets. Because they were supersonic, they hit the ground before you heard them coming. Freeman joked (about a subject most would not dare joke about) that if you felt the earth shake then you knew you had lived through another round for the delayed scream of the vehicles was a welcomed sound.

He went on to say that had not Wernher Von Braun invented the rocket which Hitler used to destroy London, Hitler would have likely invested his resources into a massive air force instead, and his chances of winning, or at least carrying on the war much greater. As each V2 rocket was about the same cost of a plane, Hitler’s biggest mistake (according to Von Braun) was to continue to destroy non-military targets when he could have dominated the air space.

Of course, Von Braun was later welcomed to the U.S. where he helped establish the Jet Propulsion Laboratory, now operated by Caltech for NASA.

Freeman Dyson’s personal stories included conversations with the inventor of the computer who once said the U.S. would never need more than 18 computers, one for each major branch and function of the U.S. government. He shared that computing has such an incredibly creative foundation due to something not originally conceived–software. It is this interface layer which gives modern computers such a diverse range of functions, as compared to the first systems which were programmed directly for just one function at a time.

His did not hold back when he shares his disappointment with nuclear science, for he lived through an era in which it was believed that nuclear energy would provide unlimited power for the world, literally altering economies and leveling the playing field between the wealthy and the poor. The assumptions about the true costs of nuclear power were of course completely inaccurate. Even today, France is heavily powered by nuclear generators and yet it’s economy is by no means better off than its neighbors nor any developed nation which relies upon coal, oil, natural gas, or geothermal.

Finally, he spoke of the tremendous potential of the human genome project and the capacity we will have to begin to understand life, our function within our ecosystem as well as our own behavior, once we complete the genome sequencing of the entire biosphere in the coming ten years. The data, according to Freeman will be approximately 1 petabyte—the instruction set to produce nearly every living species on earth (and a growing number which are extinct) on a set of drives which literally fit in your briefcase or school bag.

No one fifty years ago in the post World War II era could have possibly understood the ramifications of the computer, nor our propensity for exploration of our own behavior, as we understand it now.

By |2017-04-10T11:17:42-04:00March 30th, 2012|Critical Thinker, Humans & Technology, Looking up!|0 Comments

What I Learned From the Road

Kai Staats - Joshua Tree, setting sun, March 2012

Six months ago, I ran away from home after thirteen years in Loveland, Colorado. This was a reaction more than a decision as I needed to climb up and out of a dark, scary place. An exercise in self-awareness and self-control, I learned to let go.

I landed in Squamish, B.C. where I lived in a tent, climbed, and worked from local cafes. I attended the Supercomputing trade show in Seattle and worked as a volunteer staff member at the isolated Holden Village in the Washington Cascades. Since the beginning of 2012, I have lived every other few weeks in Phoenix, Arizona and Boise, Idaho with family and with friends. I met amazing people and experienced a challenging mix of pleasure and pain through new friendships. I rediscovered total, full mind and body peace at Joshua Tree and wonderful isolation in the Superstition Wilderness yet wrestle with anxiety still.

Kai Staats - Joshua Tree, Campfire, February 2012

The contrasts are intense but the experience rich. Where I once saw my journey as an exercise in recovery, I now see that I learned to flow from place to place, to find “home” no matter where I set my bags. Where I am now is neither behind nor beyond where I started, but on a different path altogether.

What I learned in this process is not only a means to work through challenging times, but how one may live every day, for a lifetime. I found freedom in mobility which I will continue to employ, no matter how stationary I may someday live.

 

Live in the moment.
Engage the future but only a few days at a time. Intend for things to unfold but with limited attachment to outcome. If you find yourself in that place which is out of reach and full of fear, pull back, let go, and trust that it will come to you when the time is right.

Live for people, not things.
Spend less time in relationship with things and more time in relationship with people. Reduce the clutter of ownership in order to make time for you and for other people in your life. Practice minimalism every day. Become self-reliant not through the acquisition of more, but through the desire for less such that you are comfortable without concern for what you left behind.

Live in a mobile home …
Find “home” within yourself so that no matter where you go, no matter where you end up, no matter what is given to you or taken away, you will be grounded and able to give freely of yourself to others.

… and care for it too.
Kai Staats - Joshua Tree, climbing, February 2012 This is the only body you will have, in this lifetime. Treat is as the finely tuned machine it is. We have changed what we put into our bodies more in the past 40 years than in the past 40,000 (“Fast Food Nation” by Eric Schlosser). If it wasn’t available in markets just four or five decades ago, it’s not real food and should not pass between your lips. Exercise each and every day because your body is designed to walk, run, jump, and climb. As the longest distance running animals on this planet (“Born to Run” by Christopher McDougall), sitting in a chair all day will, slowly, kill you.

Give freely.
The greatest freedom we employ is not the freedom to do what we want (for that is in fact a burden in disguise) but the freedom to give of ourselves without concern for what we gain in return.

Choose your friends wisely.
Who we choose to accompany us on our journey both reflects and amplifies who we are. Welcome those who encourage your best habits, who cause you to laugh, who support you in reaching your goals.

Listen.
Trust those who ask questions more than they do speak. In return, ask questions and share only when asked for your experience or opinion. If you spend an entire day not speaking, that is a day well spent.

Do it wrong.
If everyone says you are doing it wrong, you may be doing it right. Pay attention to the context, listen carefully, and you’ll hear the difference between someone who shares their opinion out of fear and someone who expresses concern through love. In the end, however, the ones who likely have the “correct answer” are the ones who ask you what you need, and simply return your words to you.

Try … or walk away.
Work hard to achieve what you believe but do not be afraid to stop, step back, and try again from a new angle. Do not be afraid to walk away completely, for often is the case that those things we pursue without reward are the ones that come back to us when we no longer give chase.

Trust.
When fear drives you to make decisions, stop, back up, slow down —don’t jump! Instead, look at the situation from other points of view until you find a means of moving from a place of trust. Wait, it will unfold. You’ll feel the difference when you get there, you’ll just know.

Think.
Make time to just think, every day. Disconnect from the Internet. Turn off the TV. Walk away from the cell phone and just be. Close your eyes and enjoy your brain’s capacity to take you to places your body may never go. Inside the nucleus of an atom or to the distant reaches of a binary star. You may find reason to gasp or smile or simply breathe. Discover the joy which may be reached only through contemplation.

Never stop learning.
All research shows that the very act of learning a new language, a new activity (ie: juggling, climbing, dancing), or reading new subjects changes the wiring of your brain. Open new pathways before the old ones become frozen and resistant to change.

Make love to the setting sun.
Get outside early. Stay outside late. Feel the rays of the sun warm your entire body, not just your bare face, arms, or hands. Share yourself with someone you love as the shadows grow long.

By |2017-04-10T11:17:42-04:00March 28th, 2012|From the Road|1 Comment

Ron Spomer Outdoors

My work with Ron Spomer Outdoors began last fall, a business discussion leading from website development into shooting educational and promotional films. We shot more than thirty in September and October, a third of which have been edited and presented on the Ron Spomer Outdoors YouTube channel.

There are a number of titles “The Monstrous Moose,” “The Billy Goat Bluff,” “Size DOES Matter with the Caribou,” and “Are Elk Stupid?” which fall into the category of educational shorts, packing a lot of fun facts into a short time frame. Ron’s natural humor and comfort in front of the camera help to bring these short, simple videos to life.

My favorite, and the most complex of the shoots, is “A Chukar Hunt with Ron Spomer” as it not only provides a good bit of educational material, but provides a full day of hunting compacted into less than five minutes. It was fun to shoot, a lot of work, and a beautiful edit in the end.

In creating these, Ron, Betsy and I set out to so something that works against the current trend: we intentionally limited the cuts, the number of edits to as few as possible, calling upon Ron’s innate talent to just speak and with only a few exceptions, perform damn near perfectly in one take.

Working against some twenty five years of MTV style editing, we are telling stories the old fashioned way—with a professional story teller who carries the audience from start to finish.

While we were taking a risk, it has paid off. The feedback is 100% positive. No one has stated they are bored or wishing we had computer generated graphics. In fact, we have created a new business model around developing short, hands-on, educational product reviews. We always tell the truth while helping to promote quality products.

For more information, visit Ron Spomer Outdoors

By |2017-04-10T11:17:42-04:00March 22nd, 2012|Film & Video|0 Comments

Release

Release. One foot follows the other.
Release. The body glides as though flowing water.
Release. Toe to toe. Heal to Heal. Shifting gate. Changing stride.

There is a pleasure in the run unmatched by anything else humans do. Like the dance, it is ingrained in us, only we have confused the sense of freedom which comes from moving with our feet with the pleasure of acceleration when riding a machine. There is a unique confidence in knowing that a few miles, half a dozen, even ten is easily achieved.

When the car breaks down or the bus is running late. When the weather beckons that you step outside of your routine and into something more comfortable. When you simply cannot take another day moving from one seated position to another. It is when you have run farther than you thought was possible, when you found that place deep inside which comes alive, it is then that you will recall a connection to ancient times, when we used to chase down our prey. We the human hunters, the longest distance-runners on this planet Earth.

When the knots grow bound in muscle, release.
When the lungs cannot find ample air, release.
When the shoulders tire of their burden, release.
When the pain is unbearable, leave fear behind and the smile will run faster, catching you mid-stride. Release, and let yourself remember that you are the animal man.

By |2017-04-10T11:17:42-04:00January 18th, 2012|The Written|1 Comment

34

34 - Jae on train 34 - Jason 34 - Erin & Jason 34 - Jackie

It was 2007 when last I had the pleasure of working with my brother Jae in the production of a short film (When Art Recreates Life). While every year I assist with the Almost Famous Film Festival, and usually have opportunity to work with Jae on a shoot or two for BallBoy Productions, to work with him on set is a different matter.

34 - mario

Jae’s business partner and A3F Board member Jason Francois wrote and directed “34”, a magical, moving story about a man who struggles against time and life itself to revisit crucial points in his life. In just twelve minutes 34 is engaging in a surprising way, causing both me and Jae to wipe tears from our eyes while watching the first edit. That says a great deal about Jason’s story, the acting, and Jae’s editing. No surprises and yet it hit us just the same.

I love the process of film making. I find the overwhelming detail required to perfectly reproduce what we do a thousand times a day a paradox of tremendous ramification.

34-camera

Acting and film making are breathing meditations, engagements of self- and other-awareness not by just one person, alone, but by a collection of individuals, each of which who contributes their own expertise. Recreated moment to moment, actors, directors, and support staff hyper-focus on a segment of a greater story when the Directors says–

“Quiet on the set.” Motion is replaced with still, the last rustles fade. Support crew walking halt mid-stride, freezing for a few seconds to a minute or more until the shot is complete. It’s like that game we played as kids, to see who would fall over when someone yelled, “Freeze!”

“Camera rolling.” Not a sound is heard. The entire world collapses to a single point of focus. Nothing else matters anymore. No cell phone calls, no text messaging, no email or Facebook posts. Be there, in the moment, present for the duration of the take. It’s relaxing, to know that nothing, save an airplane overhead or car alarm off-set will disrupt this moment. I usually close my eyes, to just listen, focused on the muscles in my arms and hands to be certain the light or microphone I hold does not waver.

“Action.” The set comes to life. Will this be the one? The perfect take in which the director nods, smiles, and everyone claps knowing it was life recreated in snapshot perfection?

34 - Jae shooting

Whispers of a father who fears he has failed to express his love for his daughter. Horrific, painful engagement as the ultimate trust is destroyed in one selfish act. Tears of reconciliation reflect set lighting under a desert night sky. Frustration amplified as time is running out to obtain the highest level of connection and forgiveness before it is too late, before opportunity to visit 34 is gone.

Thank you Jae and Jason for inviting me to participate in the expression of your waking dream. Eager to see the final result.

For more information, visit www.ballboy.net/34/

By |2017-04-10T11:17:42-04:00January 16th, 2012|Film & Video|3 Comments

Memories of a Lemonade Stand

As posted to my LinkedIn profile tonight …

“My brother Jae and I opened a lemonade stand at the corner of the block where our family lived in Columbus, Nebraska. I could not have been older than nine, my brother six at the time.

On our first day, under a hot, humid Midwest summer sun, we enjoyed success with our new business. The customers came at a steady pace. Our Radio Flier red wagon served as our mobile stand, an iced pitcher of homemade lemonade enticed passersby on foot and in cars to exchange twenty five cents for refreshment.

Jae ran the cash drawer while I ran refills, a hundred feet to the front door where our mother supported us with the essentials. But when a generous customer gave us an unprecedented $5 tip, we closed up shop and called it a day.” –kai

By |2017-04-10T11:17:42-04:00January 6th, 2012|The Written|0 Comments

It will unfold.

What form this takes, I do not know.

Words move through vessels and veins, circulating.

Fingers motivate keys to release the pressure inside.

Wanting to say more, knowing I must hold back.

Time. Give it time. Wait. It will unfold.

By |2011-12-23T03:21:55-04:00December 22nd, 2011|The Written|0 Comments

The Catalyst

I am the starting gun, the witness to your bang.
I am the ripple that repeats again and again.

I am the emotion, the motion, the channel for your fear.
I am the reason you resonate, the connection you share.

I am the one who knows the beginning and the end, but
I cannot see from the middle when my work is done.

I am the pot, the frog, and boiling water.
I am the steam, the fire, and the frothing layer.

I am the protagonist, the force behind your unraveling.
I am the reason you came apart, in order to be rewound.

I am the function, the parameter, the broken rule.
I am the law without limit, expansion without form.

I am the Catalyst, the motivator of the reaction and the heat.
I am the cause for change, for lessons repeat.

Though I return to the beginning without you, I will not recant.
When the embers glow, you remain unique.

The combustion is done and I am consumed.
I am love received, shared, and lost again.

By |2011-12-20T01:21:16-04:00December 19th, 2011|The Written|1 Comment

Homeless in Austin

Shot in January of 2009, this 48 minute autobiographical film tells the story of Luciano Mendez, a man who has been without a home for many years, often living on the streets of Austin, Texas.

His story is familiar–a childhood fraught with the pain of a broken home, violence, alcohol abuse, and self destructive behavior. He lost his mother and father to cancer; his daughter grew up without him. He has never held a job for long, forever challenged by alcohol and drugs.

Luciano also speaks of forgiveness at the side of his mother’s deathbed, acceptance of his brother, and love through the pain. Luciano shares moments of powerful insight to his own behavior as he moves to change over time.

By |2017-04-10T11:17:42-04:00December 10th, 2011|Film & Video, Out of America|0 Comments
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